Saturday, 18 February 2012

Saturday night

My best boys always there for me never disappoint! Love you xox

Friday, 17 February 2012

It's Friday...I'm at home...Boy do I feel old.

Wow, what a well deserved long weekend.

These past two weeks have been so draining in many ways. The fact that we had First aid and CPR training last weekend from 8:30-4:30 Saturday and Sunday made these two weeks seem like it would never end. During all this I was house sitting which wasn't draining at all, it was quite nice. Physically my body feels like I should sleep for the next three days, emotionally as well. Keeping up with the immaturity of some people I have in my life, combined with the craziness of my great friends and just the highs and lows of life has also made me that much more exhausted.

I am sitting here waiting for my dinner to arrive, I ordered in since my plans changed it's 8:13 I am starving. I had a nice relaxing bath while reading my book which I had set aside for the last two weeks. Baths, what a great way to just get away from life's problems and relax...and even better bringing a book along for even more relaxation. Let me tell you though getting out to find that the ninja turtles are blaring on the TV not so relaxing..

Another relaxing event I enjoy, getting my hair done! Tomorrow is the day and I can't wait. My hairdresser has changed locations and I am anxious to see this shop, you can get inked and get your hair done. After my hair appointment I have a mini road trip planned to go for dinner in Iroquois Falls with Lesley, and well maybe Courtney. Lesley had been talking about The Silver Grill and how yummy the burgers are. So, we are going for dinner.

What are you doing?

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

OK, I need a laugh

Alright, so anyways...as my man says so very often. As most of you know, I love to laugh. Here are some of the way that I have been laughing lately.

Puns:

Why you so crazy funny today? Because I had Cheeze Whiz! What? Cheeze Whiz, it adds personality!!!! That's cheesy..... Bahahahahah
  • Puns have made me laugh so much lately it's the next best thing since sliced bread!
  • There is one other person who likes puns as much as me and its my awesome co-worker Crudd. She gets a good giggle out of them as much as I do, and well Amanda J giggles to them too, god i love her laugh, lol. But I am not sure sometimes if shes laughing with me, at me or nervously cause she isn't sure what else to do and since I am laughing she thingks she should laugh also.
  • Anyways... Fun Puns is a great app on my iPhone, Pun shine is fun as well
Lamebook:
  • lamebook.com this is where all the failed facebook statuses go...checkitout!
DYAC:
  • Damnyouautocorrect.com funny funny funny... This is where all the autocorrect fails go..funny stuff on there, and of course there's an app for that.. DYAC.

This is a little tid bit of where I get my daily laughs from. I also get some daily laughs from people
  • Jamie, Ellen, Julie N, Lesley, Courtney B, Shannon, Shane, Cathy, Holly, Crudd, Amanda J, Julie Pooper, a lot of the children in the daycare and many many more.

Don't forget to laugh!

not a funny entry...

I sometimes wonder to myself, is this what I really want my life to be like?

I have never been the type of person that does not do what she wants. I am the type of person that thinks I deserve something and will usually never settle for less. But in the last little while I have felt like I am settling in many ways for different aspects of my life. Maybe not so much settling but letting myself be directed by other people instead of stepping up and leading my own life.

I am a single mom to a great child; I do not receive support for him, unless I ask which happens about twice a year for reasons such as glasses, dentist or necessities. Before I left his dad I was the type of person who would have said that every parent should support their child in any way possible, and now I sit back and do not fight for what I know my child deserves in order to tend to his basic needs. I moved in with my parents when I left his dad, I am still there this was not my plan whatsoever, but for now it's the place I have no choice but to be.

Recently my patience and emotions were pushed by a friend and I've been thinking about how I handle such situations. As much as I like to think that I can confront anyone at any time...I can't. This was not the Natasha from many years ago, I am kind of disappointed that she is lost somewhere and I need to find her. Part of my life seems like a secret and that just eats away at me, in moments where anyone should be able to just live free, I hide.

This past week has actually been quite nice; I have been house sitting for my amazing friends. They gave me full access to their house, hot tub and vehicles. It's been nice to get away from home, I discovered during this time the awesomeness of having my own place. Not only is it nice to be alone just Jamie and I, but it was awesome to see my friend come and visit ME. A lot went down during this week I became closer to some friends and distanced myself from others. I think I will be looking for my own place soon. Thanks Shannon and Jamie for reminding me how awesome it is to be on my own. Don't get me wrong staying with my parents has its advantages but it also has many disadvantages.

Well this isn’t the New Years Resolution or anything but I believe that I need a bit of change in my life now. I want to be treated like I should be and respected as well. So I am hoping you guys will support me and laugh alongside on this ride we call life. This may seem like a ramble blog, it is.. Maybe it’s the glass of wine I just had on Valentine’s Day while I watch all the Valentine TV special or perhaps it’s just me…rambling…lol

Well to all my special people out there I love you all!!!


Thursday, 9 February 2012

What was that movie called again?

So as I talked to my man tonight about random stuff like dreams, blow up ski doos, politics and movies, I mentioned to him how I have a difficult time remembering movies. I can watch a great movie which I truly enjoy watching but ask me about it months later, or remind me of a part of the movie and well I have no clue. I have a plethora of movies that I can recite quotes from, no problem, but these movies are movies that I have watched at least ten times.

As we discussed this topic I came to realise that the movies that I have seen at least ten times some probably fifty times are funny movies. I love to laugh, and that’s probably why. I have seen my share of good movies, award winning movies but have a difficult time remembering them.

I like to think that the reason for this is that I have a brain full of information and memories and I have to pick and choose which ones I will remember forever and which ones I can enjoy for only that moment.

Thursday, 2 February 2012

Did you see your shadow?

It's groundhog day.

Big deal, really does it matter if he does or doesn't see his shadow? However it works it's not like it actually changes anything.

Winter will be over when it's over that's all. But if thats what it takes to make you happy to find out he didn't see it so winter is almost done...if that's how it goes I am not even sure. Then that's good I guess cause if it brought you a smile or happy thoughts thats awesome!

Happy groundhog day!

Ps now I wanna watch that movie... Over and over again